Monday, August 3, 2020

Death Is Out of the Question

I’m the child, Aunt Lil is Aunt Lil

the grocer calls her Miss Jones

two aunts are Miss Joneses but Lil is

the Miss Jones wanted on the telephone

to take down the particulars about

the boy who fell from a tree & broke

two limbs, about grandparents Mr & Mrs

male name surname from Flushing

NY who are visiting their daughter Mrs

male name surname for two weeks

what a pittance Aunt Lil receives

to record these notes on her steno pad

transcribe them on her stiff-armed typewriter

onto off-white newsprint scraps, deliver

the small news to the local paper

she lets me type too, items I invent

for issues that never run — Aunt Lil

stirs the oatmeal & clothespins laundry

decides what we’ll eat for lunch & dinner

manages the funds, pays the bills

Mrs Smith her lifelong friend

gabbing at the kitchen table is common

by comparison — what Aunt Lil says

is firm & smiling & kind, she tends

to diabetic old Ma in her wheelchair

takes her to the toilet, bathes & dresses her

ties her shoes, takes her off to bed

afterward a lightness I never see any other

time of day — Aunt Lil trimly beautiful

never marries, I admire most the look

that comes into her eyes when someone

says something she thinks foolish

or doesn't believe, a blankness adults

ignore, or appear not to notice

a look nothing a child says ever receives


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