Wednesday, August 28, 2019

The Way It Was

you flow through the world
red earth, bicycle, dust
others flow alongside you
you intersect, wheels brush
elbows collide, one yells
one laughs, one pedals hard
rounds a bend, climbs a hill
you close your eyes, the voices
louder now, grit on your hands
pine needles, sap, an acorn
you peel & taste, you’re a crow
you’re a possum, a sand dune
a pocketful of bread crusts
lint-coated raisins, girl


















Questions of Travel
by Elizabeth Bishop

There are too many waterfalls here; the crowded streams
hurry too rapidly down to the sea,
and the pressure of so many clouds on the mountaintops
makes them spill over the sides in soft slow-motion,
turning to waterfalls under our very eyes.
— For if those streaks, those mile-long, shiny, tearstains,
aren't waterfalls yet,
in a quick age or so, as ages go here,
they probably will be.
But if the streams and clouds keep travelling, travelling,
the mountains look like the hulls of capsized ships,
slime-hung and barnacled.

Think of the long trip home.
Should we have stayed at home and thought of here?
Where should we be today?
Is it right to be watching strangers in a play
in this strangest of theatres?
What childishness is it that while there's a breath of life
in our bodies, we are determined to rush
to see the sun the other way around?
The tiniest green hummingbird in the world?
To stare at some inexplicable old stonework,
inexplicable and impenetrable,
at any view,
instantly seen and always, always delightful?
Oh, must we dream our dreams
and have them, too?
And have we room
for one more folded sunset, still quite warm?

But surely it would have been a pity
not to have seen the trees along this road,
really exaggerated in their beauty,
not to have seen them gesturing
like noble pantomimists, robed in pink.
— Not to have had to stop for gas and heard
the sad, two-noted, wooden tune
of disparate wooden clogs
carelessly clacking over 
a grease-stained filling-station floor.
(In another country the clogs would all be tested.
Each pair there would have identical pitch.)
— A pity not to have heard
the other, less primitive music of the fat brown bird
who sings above the broken gasoline pump
in a bamboo church of Jesuit baroque:
three towers, five silver crosses.
— Yes, a pity not to have pondered,
blurr'dly and inconclusively,
on what connection can exist for centuries
between the crudest wooden footwear
and, careful and finicky,
the whittled fantasies of wooden footwear
and, careful and finicky,
the whittled fantasies of wooden cages.
— Never to have studied history in
the weak calligraphy of songbirds' cages.
— And never to have had to listen to rain
so much like politicians' speeches:
two hours of unrelenting oratory
and then a sudden golden silence
in which the traveller takes a notebook, writes:

"Is it lack of imagination that makes us come
to imagined places, not just stay at home?
Or could Pascal have been not entirely right
about just sitting quietly in one's room?

Continent, city, country, society:
the choice is never wide and never free.
And here, or there . . . No. Should we have stayed at home,
wherever that may be?"

Wednesday, August 21, 2019

When You Were Small

we played with stuffies — all alive
sentient, personalities, speech
when I last visited, you had given
nearly every stuffy away
you handed me a small box
inside were four bunnies & a sloth
oh, Slothie, what a favorite you were
along with Moosie & Alice the penguin
& her baby Pinky, Floppy Dog, Kitty
the terrible dog that barked
Aurora the otter, Buttery the turtle
pink & brown Teddies
one bunny called Rescue Bunny
because when we unpacked
my mother’s rabbit collection
he hid in the paper folds
he was nearly thrown away
after you left I would arrange them
across the mattress on the floor
where we both lay until you fell asleep
the sign of your falling asleep a snore
when snores stopped, you were gone
even asleep you moaned
& held me to keep me with you
when your grasp eased I could go
thrashing small child able to fill a bed
& now you sleep with none of us
steady breath, soft skin, body heat
now you’re there & I’m here
row of bunnies on your bed upstairs
Slothie seated against the pillows
today is the first day of fourth grade
you & Daddy will ride your bikes
you’ll tell him where he must turn around
you’ll arrive as you insist, alone
















My Mother Looked Out in the Morning
by William Stafford

"Announced by an ax, Daniel Boone
opened the door" — the wild ones you told,
looking out from the timid person you were!

All was hard, clear sunlight, or else
dark shadow. You had never found
the way to live either one or the other,

But you always looked out, the fence
faithful, always to extend and
mean the understanding again,

And then the inner surprises,
the result of your wonder: a miracle! —
you were you, you were you, you were you.

Reversals live now, indoors and out,
where your children carry that house
and others, and are wise. You were simple —

Your stories ran wild: "Listen, Billy —
imagine the world. Make me real. Be my child."

Saturday, August 10, 2019

680 Is a California Freeway

680 undocumented workers jailed by ICE in Mississippi
680 people don’t go home when their shift ends
680 people separated from family — partners, parents, children
workers at poultry factories, some of them chicken sexers?
how can this make anyone happy?
600 ICE workers uproot 680 poultry workers for lack of a piece of paper
680 more people in immigration-related custody
land of the free if you’re white & male & wear a uniform & carry a gun
home of the masculine ego, we kill Indians, we reject others
makes me grateful that three ancestor uncles were shot & scalped
although two out of the three had already fathered a family
I’m sure Indians shot & scalped women too
they also took them home & made them Indians
better or worse? is this one better?
or is this one? about the same?

Eugenio Montejo:

Only in isolation do we succeed in glimpsing the part of ourselves
which is intransferrible, and maybe, paradoxically, that is the only part
worth communicating to others. . . .

Lautreamont’s well-known aphorism: poetry should be made by all. The vast body of folklore seems to confirm the triumph of such multiple anonymous contributions. In this process, words become polished by rolling back and forth between people, like stones in a river, and the ones which endure turn out in the end to be the ones most valued by the collective soul. All that is true, with the proviso that we don’t forget that at every instant there existed a real person, that they were never mere teams, however numerous we believe these makers to be. Yes, poetry should be made by all, but fatally written by one alone.

Monday, August 5, 2019

White Birds

today the trees are filled with white birds
snowy egrets, great egrets — they’re all
great — two directly across the lake
though it might be they’re magnolia
another tree holds six or eight
wait, I’ll get the glasses — these two
are magnolia, & one’s a gap giving sky
two are silver fixtures on poles — east
though, in the wide branching yellow-green
pine the birds stand, not egrets —
prehistoric — one head down preening
two hunched backs, two dreaming
today’s birds are five wood storks














The Rooster’s Song
by Eugenio Montejo

                               to Adriano Gonzalez Leon

The song is outside the rooster:
it’s falling drop by drop into his body
now where he sleeps in the tree.
At night it falls, doesn’t stop falling
from the dark between his veins and wings.
Uncontainable, the song fills the rooster
as if he were a deep pitcher:
fills his feathers, his crest, his spurs
until its enormous cry overflows and rings out,
spills without pause across the world.
After the fanfare fades
silence encloses.
Once again the song is outside
scattered to the dark wind.
Inside the rooster are only entrails and sleep
and a small drop that falls to deep night
silently, to the tic-tac of stars.

— translated by Peter Boyle & Carol Peters