Wednesday, October 31, 2018

At the Yawkey Wildlife Preserve

Three weeks ago I brought in fifty
Rhode Island Reds to free range
the young man said, he & his buddy
DNR personnel, tight T-shirts
& short hair. Coyotes raiding
make it less than half that now,
one day must have been a thrill
killing, thirteen bodies left uneaten.
The personnel all men, not like
California where half are women —
same tight shirts, some with long hair.
Sat out with my AR-15
one night, not one came.
He might be ex-military
like the neighborhood handyman
everyone speaks so highly of —
Most of us in SC are supporters of
Trump & some of us actually recycle
& sometimes volunteer. Gadwall, teal,
pintail,scaup — hundreds of ducks —
safe impoundments. Must be
a long-standing DNR rule
allows guns at a wildlife preserve
in case an alligator acts wild
or an owl goes rogue.





















Ark 50, Adamspire
by Ronald Johnson

that this is paradise,
add words in legion
beating around the veritable bush
years shape and illuminate:
when the great cats purr
so closely woven,

when sparrows hedge fled field
one sounding cloud,
when down the wild wind ride
Galapagos, archipelago!
eagle dodge eagle
and tigers scatter cage

according to their lights,
burn each thy word
to crowd at last on life in full
— the elder the earth
Sky Line Blvd.
uphill all the way

never were there such roses
under the banner of summer,
never such
beautiful hullabaloo
hello down well, clap upper cloud
passed muster

to stay the spell,
never this horse of another color
on such goldened a road
find voice,
invent interior face
(I mount to save my very hide)

raised all likeness
kindled, not knuckled under
as one seize it
— howe'er humbly cobbled on order,
a universe sprung free

probeable as possible
be, but bear
at most the least belief
proud sprout pry ancient any brain
again again again
intimate under the inanimate

tossed world

Sunday, October 28, 2018

Tree of Life

small man full of fear
fast gun — eleven dead
is a number you can grasp
sort of — not like six million
or fifty-eight thousand or twenty million
a single death hurts badly
how can more deaths hurt less?
today’s story is Jews dead
white man — white men — alive
what part of me is a white man?
history, his story
cannot be our story
take their voices, take their guns
send them away for the rest of time
Beckett knew — game over
the struggle though is not over
we must be as King, as Gandhi
one march, one sit-in, long wait
generations of non-violence
no more testosterone
if men, then men without balls
rose without thorns

Friday, October 26, 2018

Khashoggi

Khashoggi

Remember, reader, if ever in the mountains
you were trapped in fog & could not see
except as moles do, through their eyelids

— Dante, Purgatorio, tr. Robert Hollander

Lights out, tucked in bed I re-live
Khashoggi’s last moments. He’s come
for paperwork in order to marry Hatice.
Goons put out his eyes, one severs
his fingers, or is it his hands? Blood pools.
He knows now he’s a dead man. Another
cuts out his tongue — no. This one
is my death. This can happen
to anyone. This is the brutal world
we humans make. Leaders license torture
mutilation & death — it's how they rule.
My eyes, fingers, hands. My tongue.
Dismemberment merely requires the proper
tools. You or I can do it if we choose.


















The Dream of the Architect [excerpt]
by Joan Murray

THE CIVILIAN

While you were pricking out the strange blue plan, I was
dancing an awkward step toward the future of man.
Dancing the confusion and eruption alone,
Making sound with my bones, with my feet stamping the
one
Drum over and over again without end.
The demand of doing well the bad would send
Me into a more than bitterness, into a very fatherhood of
action.
Alert white forms stood by at every crumpled stair to
sanction
The dying to carry the dead to the burial lands,
The wet shores where the waves bear out the lovers of
earth in their hands.
There were sea gulls whenever the storms came over the
water,
To inundate the restless places and the timeless sleeper.
The widows that gathered from the cities knelt there.
The sea gulls and the wives, the girls and the women
without sons,
Their eyes on the horizon for invasion or turned to the
farther channels
Of the sea,
Were immutable in their cold austerity
And yet, the few heard wings. The gulls beyond the rotting
nets
Where the fisherman now gathers and lets
His sleek imaginary catch fall to the deck in that pale under
water made the stir.
If you cannot name images or touch the shrill night crier,
Why fold hands together or shake tears from sockets warm
with fact?
O yes, the dreadful angels have their symbol in some
human act,
The pillar of fire takes on the soft young lad,
The witch and evil have their symbols in the ruling mad.

Thursday, October 25, 2018

Departure

Susan is no more in Ireland
than I am in Argentina, nor do any of
the many men I bedded
share my elder’s bed.
So much, possibly all of my life
lies behind me, back
where my mind was a sharpened blade
now worn to velvet
cover for a well worn chair.
I could, like Susan, die in a moment
nearly all of me lost
not lost, merely finished
like days finish
not in a whirl of sparks
more like drapes
unfolding to enclose the dark.

Down to the Salt Meadow and Heaving Sea
by Libby Bernardin

Through every crevice and mountain vein of strata
rich with muted color, beauty welcomes,
as water and wind break whole rocks into sediment,

a metamorphosis so slow my fast-forward mind
flies past, unseeing, though I note their lofty reach.
My Grandfather, I remember, cupped his palms,

held then released the Word, as though
falcons circling blunted tops and bald knobs
though weary, weathered eons,

pummeling their steepness down to navigable paths
bordered by hellebore following foothills
through long meadows shimmering

with Queen Anne’s lace and blazing star,
down to the salt meadow and heaving sea —
habitat of ox-eye, cord grass, and pluff mud —

where tides rise and fall for pleasure
casting the bay’s sloshing waters
as if to slake some enormous thirst.

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

What About Me

what are my goals?
live occupied & peaceful until I die
what makes me happy?
lack of anxiety, books, learning, the outdoors, sunrise,
sky & wind & water, people I love, Bach
what are the most important things to do?
experience beauty, read, write, exercise, garden,
be with Beatrice, sleep
what relieves my tension?
meditating, riding my bike, seeing a bird, music,
alcohol, bite-sized tomatoes, grapes
what are my obsessive compulsions?
neatness, energy conservation, doing what needs
doing at once so it doesn't linger
what do I need that I don’t have?
better eyesight, a screen for the slider, my toilet fixed
what makes me sad?
conflict, other people unhappy
what gets my goat?
testosterone behavior, unkindness, nationalism,
celebrities, conspicuous consumption
what am I afraid of?
mental disarray, violence, drunks, crowds
what don’t I need?
more money, poor health, Beatrice biting my ears
what makes me feel guilty?
I’m safe & comfortable, not in trouble, not in danger,
not the downtrodden
















in case you want to try this yourself, here are the questions:

what are my goals?
what makes me happy?
what are the most important things to do?
what relieves my tension?
what are my obsessive compulsions?
what do I need that I don’t have?
what makes me sad?
what gets my goat?
what am I afraid of?
what don’t I need?
what makes me feel guilty?

Friday, October 12, 2018

A Pounding

Beatrice grips the orange felt mouse
(green tail) between her curled front paws
& rakes it hard with her rear ones — mild
mouse, bell stitched to the base of its tail,
doesn’t feel it, lies fat in her fevered grasp
until it’s forgotten. The tree frog hops
compactly from floor to wall to glass, bounding
prey Beatrice can’t let pass — crouch,
leap, slap — she mouths it up & saunters
only to drop the flattened frog, lick her paws,
quiver in dismay — the taste of amphibian
must be ghastly yet on they fly, feline
pounding frog thinner & longer. The frog
begins to subside. I throw it outside.




















Sam Lord
by Kamau Brathwaite

The lord is my shepherd
he created my black belly sheep

he maketh me to lie down in green pastures
where the spiders sleep

he leadeth me beside the still waters
lakes green pond constitution river glitter bay

he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his names sake
tho i am dry as a crack sculptors mould

he restoreth my soul

yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death
minnie root gullyroot lignum vitae

the green bowl of the watergrass under the tree
thrash down by the rain in the image of the tree

i will wear no eyevil.   for thou art with me
the grass lying down w/the rain

ragged point at dreams morning
oistin town dripping to dust in the long line of fishermans lanes

thy rod & thy staff they comfort me
seine lobsterpot gaulin

thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies
candle.   book of confectionery that i will proudly bear

bell that i will break & pour its sound
in the vévé

breadnut.  casket of my mother
plantain.  mortar. slave song

& the grapefruit which is life which is love
which is death which is resurrection

skin of fire.  pith of innocent air
pulp of flesh of freshest clear.  gold volcano seed of earth
thou anointest my head with oil

halleluja

thy rod & thy staff no longer assault me
my cup of hands runneth over

surely goodness & mercy.  francina & faith
will follow me all the days of my life
& I will dwell in the house of the merchant

for nvr