Sunday, April 28, 2019

Sunday

        the mind has to sink down out of sight
                                              — Lorine Niedecker

wait until the bubbles disappear
                                                    nonstop twitter
                                                    predawn jitter
egret westing
                      enough morning can’t enter the house
                      cardinal the red flower
                      three ducks safe landing
mirror lake
                  amoeba-shaped white web southeast
                                                                                 evaporates
a third of a moon beams at the not yet sun
no cloud except low in the east
lavender swath
                          white streak
                                               cornflower blue
do birds listen to songs of other species?
buzz, chirp, whistle, wheep
I see no feeders
                           not a wild yet fed by wild
the bigger birds could eat mole crickets
armored brown the size of a peanut
lake green, gray, silver
                                     grows blue
duck splayed tilts to a landing
gravel croaks of too many males
                                                      swath of gold
fish swirls, melting circles
one duck flies above the water
                                                   a second flies below
double chevron duck wake
                                             straight for the dock
where white prints prove yesterday’s heron
sun
      the sun’s yellow flare bleeds red
                                                            blinds
moon’s curve below a white contrail
male & female mallard cross the lawn
a gull flies into the sun
ducks belly down into the water
fly up with two more
                                 slap, flutter
flash of red
                   cardinal on dock
                                                partner in the wax myrtle

Easter
by Lorine Niedecker

A robin stood by my porch
     and side-eyed
              raised up
                      a worm

Get a load
        of April’s
                    fabulous

frog rattle —
     lowland freight cars
        in the night

Friday, April 26, 2019

Faux

across the lake a loud machine —
gas powered — blows a yard, don’t let’s revert
to weeds & wildflowers, let’s pay to prune
& sculpt, whack & shave our native earth’s
life — dollarweed pays no bills, chickweed raises
no chickens, the noise exposes the tool’s id —
blower, vile invention, only laggards choose
gas over arms pulling a rake, soil & mold
flying through air allergic & asthmatic victims
wheeze on — exile the mow-blow-&-go teams
down below where blades cut & turbulence flays
week after week, let faux-gardeners pay
with perpetual pain, let’s reweave Gaia’s threads
liberate suburbia from perpetual dread















Process
by Yannis Ritsos

Day by day he disarmed himself. First he stripped off his clothing,
a little later his underwear, then later his skin,
and finally his flesh and bones until in the end
only this simple, warm, limpid essence remained
which indiscernably and without hands he shaped
into small jars, poems, and men.
And most likely he was one of these things.

Morning
by Yannis Ritsos

She opened the window shutters, spread the bedsheets on the
windowsill, saw the day.
A bird stared her in the eyes. "I am alone," she whispered.
"I am alive." She went back into the room. The mirror too is a
window.
If I leap from here, I shall fall into my hands.

Monday, April 15, 2019

the story of my life in five minutes, #2

aside from ear infections, the screaming that entailed, & trying to hide behind coats in the front hall closet from the doctor with his little black bag who came to the house every day to give me a shot of penicillin, aside from that my mother said I was a perfectly behaved child, silent, played for long periods with the nearest toy, not until I was three did the doctor explain that I was deaf & that taking my tonsils out would fix it, mostly it did — the black & white earsplitting spiral of anesthesia, waking in the green ward in a bed between beds, two long rows of beds, at a distance a uniformed nurse, my soft white mother, my tall suited father — my throat hurt, I clung to her, I hid from him, not that he cared, he was the beast, I terrified, begging her to take me home where I could once more become invisible














Bending the Bow [excerpt]
by Robert Duncan

For these discords, these imperatives of the poem that exceed our proprieties, these interferences — as if the real voice of the poet might render unrecognizable to our sympathies the voice we wanted to be real, these even artful, willful or, it seems to us, affected, psychopathologies of daily life, touch upon the living center where there is no composure but a life-spring of dissatisfaction in all orders from which the restless ordering of our poetry comes.

Tuesday, April 9, 2019

Penelope's Weaving

every day Penelope weaves — huphaino
suitors, flaunting their hubris, wait like dogs
for her finished cloth, the pause wherein
she will choose — oh, likely they praise
the story she weaves, even her colors
while rowdy they swill at the household’s
plenty, feed until blind with overdose
fail to notice her unpickings — humnos —
hymns she fashions by day dissolve by night
the dreams fade as the dissolutes awake
dull bestial forms sentenced to pose
& bluster, tricked by her faultless song
who lives the fuller life? Odysseus?
lured & snared like all men, or Penelope?
boundlessly creating — cat, fox, swift
on clever paws, various weeds flower
on both sides of a wake the water is still














[Let's say you forgot me]
by Susan Laughter Meyers

Let's say you forgot me —
no, not forgot: were unable to reach,
one of us out of the country,
say, me this time
writing in France, I put down line
after line, shapes anyone could make
something out of,
black ink on cream paper, waiting for you
to call. Your phone, my phone,
somebody's phone isn't working.
My thoughts are growing remote,
and the words come to me
in a language I can't translate.
Weeks pass, as weeks will do.
My handwriting becomes illegible
and the ink is starting to fade.

Wednesday, March 27, 2019

A Working Brain

It’s not about pleasure. Someone’s child
who cannot see or speak or walk expresses
pleasure, & grief. Someone’s wife cries
if her wine is withheld & cries wanting
to go home, doesn’t know why she’s not
home, the space where her mind thrived
before it unraveled. Someone survives
for more than forty years absent speech
or reason, potent with fear & violence,
unable to mend. Meanwhile the able we
fashion selves, register claims, engage
in agon day after day after mortal day
until we too miss the warp thread
& follow our shuttle rocketing far away.




















Ode to Psyche
by John Keats

O Goddess! hear these tuneless numbers, wrung
        By sweet enforcement and remembrance dear,
And pardon that thy secrets should be sung
        Even into thine own soft-conched ear:
Surely I dreamt to-day, or did I see
        The winged Psyche with awaken'd eyes?
I wander'd in a forest thoughtlessly,
        And, on the sudden, fainting with surprise,
Saw two fair creatures, couched side by side
        In deepest grass, beneath the whisp'ring roof
        Of leaves and trembled blossoms, where there ran
            A brooklet, scarce espied:

Mid hush'd, cool-rooted flowers, fragrant-eyed,
        Blue, silver-white, and budded Tyrian,
They lay calm-breathing, on the bedded grass;
        Their arms embraced, and their pinions too;
        Their lips touch'd not, but had not bade adieu,
As if disjoined by soft-handed slumber,
And ready still past kisses to outnumber
        At tender eye-dawn of aurorean love:
            The winged boy I knew;
But who wast thou, O happy, happy dove?
            His Psyche true!

O latest born and loveliest vision far
        Of all Olympus' faded hierarchy!
Fairer than Phoebe's sapphire-region'd star,
        Or Vesper, amorous glow-worm of the sky;
Fairer than these, though temple thou hast none,
            Nor altar heap'd with flowers;
Nor virgin-choir to make delicious moan
            Upon the midnight hours;
No voice, no lute, no pipe, no incense sweet
        From chain-swung censer teeming;
No shrine, no grove, no oracle, no heat
        Of pale-mouth'd prophet dreaming.

O brightest! though too late for antique vows,
        Too, too late for the fond believing lyre,
When holy were the haunted forest boughs,
        Holy the air, the water, and the fire;
Yet even in these days so far retir'd
        From happy pieties, thy lucent fans,
        Fluttering among the faint Olympians,
I see, and sing, by my own eyes inspir'd.
So let me be thy choir, and make a moan
            Upon the midnight hours;
Thy voice, thy lute, thy pipe, thy incense sweet
        From swinged censer teeming;
Thy shrine, thy grove, thy oracle, thy heat
        Of pale-mouth'd prophet dreaming.

Yes, I will be thy priest, and build a fane
        In some untrodden region of my mind,
Where branched thoughts, new grown with pleasant pain,
        Instead of pines shall murmur in the wind:
Far, far around shall those dark-cluster'd trees
        Fledge the wild-ridged mountains steep by steep;
And there by zephyrs, streams, and birds, and bees,
        The moss-lain Dryads shall be lull'd to sleep;
And in the midst of this wide quietness
A rosy sanctuary will I dress
  With the wreath'd trellis of a working brain,
        With buds, and bells, and stars without a name,
With all the gardener Fancy e'er could feign,
        Who breeding flowers, will never breed the same:
And there shall be for thee all soft delight
        That shadowy thought can win,
A bright torch, and a casement ope at night,
        To let the warm Love in!